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jour·nal (jûrnl)n. 1. A personal record of occurrences, experiences, and reflections kept on a regular basis; a diary.


I’ve had this journal for a long time. I’ve never censored myself, I’ve never had to. I didn’t care who judged me because I knew it was part of this pretend world that is more commonly known as the internet. Well things change, people change. I still don’t care what people think of me (because I know who I am) but it still hurts when your entire family is watching, waiting for you to fail. I haven’t and I won’t and there is anything you can do that can break me. Insult me all you want. Gossip about me if it makes you happy. The only problem that I’m having is this journal now has no substance. I refuse to write anything real for fear that it will be used against me during the next temper tantrum.

All that being said this journal is done. I know to some that seems like a drastic step, and why don’t I just make it “friends only”? The only answer I have to that is a refuse to do something half assed (no offense to those of you have friends only journals you have your reasons and I have mine). I want to tell my story without having to worry about whose feelings I’m going to hurt and what drama I’m going to start with whom. I’m not hiding from anyone and if you ever want to know the truth, plain and simply I’ll tell you. Stress has caused me some serious health problems recently and I’ve been told by more than one to cut as much of it out as I can.

And I leave you with goodbye. Most of the people who read this talk to me all the time anyway, so you’ll know where to find me. I’ve never hidden from anyone, I’ve never run away from anyone, and I never start conversations I can’t finish.

Goodbye LiveJournal.

Its the truth.

had a whole post but i won't post it because some people cant handle the truth.

MMMMM York Peppermint Patty MMMMMM

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be safe everyone and have fun

HAPPY FLIPPIN' BIRTHDAY TO ME

Did anyone else notice that they played "the keys to life vs. 15 minutes of fame" (atmosphere) on One Tree Hill last night? We heard Slug and were "wha???" hahaha It was funny because when the song came on we all got really quiet and looked at each other like is this really playing on the show or did someone put in a CD? ... yeah... I'm over it too.

4 more days

OK so first of all this is something that I have to address, what is up with the outfits they make for guys in the sims2? I wouldn't date a guy that wore things like that, why should my sim have to? Other than that I'm completely addicted. I think about it all the time. I dream about it. No one in my "family" has died. I'm going to pretty much move everyone out of thier houses rebuild better houses, and move new families into those house. I'll keep the broke family because I feel bad for the mom. I'm gonna make her a new man, I really think he ran away with Bella, Mortimers missing wife. And the Caliente sisters = whores. Obssessed I tell you.
Every thing in my REAL life has been great. I don't really have any complaints. I've been a little overly sensitive the past couple of days, but every girl goes through that once in while *cough*cough*onceAmonth*cough* I should really have that cough looked at. My birthday is in 16 days. :D
umm hmmm... I've decided I want to go some place that I"ve never been like Yosemite or yellowstone or the grand canyon. I think it will be fun, now I just have to find time and money to make this happen... yeah.
I bought one of those huge CD holder book things. It holds 208 CDs, I thought fuck yeah. Then I came home to realize I couldn't even fill up half of the book. :( BUT I did find some CDs that my brother left behind. Sevens Travels. Fuck yes. Some Aesop and a mix. woot. Free shit, I'll consider it an early Birthday present.
Ok I'm going back to work now.

*sorry to those of you that have to see them twice *cough*cough*chris*cough*cough*
( Because you just can't get enough )